guardianlunnaei: (chib-world!!)

I’m not feeling the greatest today as it is.  Not /bad/ but...not exactly good either.  I hurt today, to the point of bringing an 800mg motrin and a muscle relaxant to work to take once I had food in me.  So I get around, I leave for work having to traipse through the sprinklers to get to my car...get in, get moving....get a call.

 

Mom and I couldn’t hear each other very well, but when we finally figured out what the other was saying I had a promise of a chai tea when I got to work. ~<3

 

I’m getting on the freeway and the IDIOT in front of me stops.  THE METER ISN’T ON YOU DON’T STOP WHEN THE METER IS OFF YOU RETARD!!!!!!  So I end up stopping and just as I start honking at the guy someone behind be, who OBVIOUSLY WASN’T PAYING ATTENTION....hits me.... >,>....Thankfully he had enough presence of mind to /try/ to swerve and not hit me so he kind of “nicked” my driver-side bumper.  The idiot that stopped takes off down the freeway like nothing happened.  The guy that hit me ends up in front of me and kind of pulls off to the side, and I pull off behind him....I’m getting ready to get out and check the damage and get the guy’s info (likely wouldn’t do anything, just because I don’t think it was /really/ his fault), but before I can even get out of my car the guy takes off!! D<

 

*HUFFS*  I’m not hurt....my car is....mostly not hurt.  Nothing serious anyway, he left his paint on my bumper and took some of mine with him (took a good chip of paint off my car actually).  Other than paint and scratches there’s no damage at all, and he didn’t hit me......hard enough?.....straight on enough?.....to hurt me at all, I’m just pissed that he pulled over like he was going to exchange info and then just /takes off/!  ARGH!! ..........

 

*huffs*  I’m done now......*moves on to happier thoughts, like maybe tormenting a handful of characters today...and enjoying the chai her mom got her*

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Bad news first....

 

I have NOT been sleeping well...I’ve figured out why too.  I spent most of last night awake...and unable to breathe through my nose.  If I stay on my right side ALL night, I might be okay, never mind the body aches and pains from not moving much all night.  But turn onto my back or onto my other side and within minutes I’m stuffed up enough that I can’t breathe though my nose at all.  Nose spray does nothing, sitting up helps, but only if I’m upright for nearly an hour.  So I’ve spent most of last night trying not to cry in frustration ‘cause that would only clog the sinuses all the more. *SIGHS*  I’m so tired of this.  Physically, mentally.  I’ve been all but /useless/ at work for the past few days because I’m SO tired.  I’m really just hoping to get some ideas while I continue to try the loratadine and sinus rinse again.  I’m....okay during the day.  One moment I’ll be clear enough to be comfortable and an hour later I’m wishing I could drill a hole in my face just under my eye and to the side of my nose to help things drain. >,e...I’ve basically copied most of the above of this to my doctor, begging for some ideas to help me sleep through the night, I don’t know if I can do this much longer.....*SO just wants to lay her head down and sleep*

 

And the good news!

 

My Aunt sent this email concerning my cousin Kent (the one with Crohn’s):

“We got surgery scheduled on March 23rd!!  He's been pretty sick the last three days so I'm hoping he lasts that long.  Both of us thought the surgeon was going to say no because of the way he started out his conversation with us but I guess they have to tell you certain things before they get into what they think.  He will have to be in the hospital for 5 days.  He has a May 12th back to work date.  The surgery is at the Antioch Kaiser which is brand new and has private rooms.  They said I could even stay over if I wanted to.  So we have good news at last.”

*does a happy dance for her cousin.....then collapses into a snoring heap on the floor of her containment box cubical*

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This morning has already been....quite eventful...T~T  You know...normal morning, nothin’ happenin’...until I’m on my way to work.  Traffic was slowing down a bit, so I put on my breaks, slowed down, had /plenty/ of room between me and the person in front of me....only to be slammed from behind. T~T  We’re both okay from what I can tell, though my neck is starting to feel a little sore already.  No obvious damage to the cars.  We exchanged information, with the help of a nice guy who’s job is to drive up and down the highway looking for the unfortunate people stuck on the side of the road for one reason or another and help them.  All of that...and I still managed to get to work only 2-3 minute later than I usually do...go figure.  Still shaking, and feeling a little sick at the moment, though I’m sure that’s a good dose of nerves and the fact that I’ve not eaten yet today. 

 

On another note, I hurt my wrist Monday...it’s doing better, though I’ve still got a brace on it.  Yay for worker’s comp.  I saw that I have an email from my supervisor with some paperwork for me to fill out.  Ah well...hopefully nothing will come of it, again it is doing better.

 

And on another, another note...my poor cousin.  My cousin Kent, the one with Crohn’s, is not doing well.  He’s out on disability...well here...this is what my Aunt sent. “Kent was in the hospital again last week.  Got out on Friday night.  I'm tired.  Found out that the surgeon will not do surgery.  Read his chart and it said that Sac surgery will not do it either until it burst or is completely blocked.  His GI said he would try one more but can't get appt until end of March.  We are going to go talk to patient services and see if we can get something done.  Kent says all he does is sit around the house and he can't even do that without ending back in the hospital.  Having problems with disability too - very little money and the other insurance company sent letter saying if this is a disability from a preexisting condition then they might not pay.”  So yeah...*pethuggles her cousin and prays that something can be done to help him*

 

And another, another, another note...my sister is having problems too. T~T  She had a couple of her wisdom teeth out forever ago, but two were left in, once ‘cause it was practically under the jaw, and the other because it was so close to a nerve the surgeon said there was a very good chance she’d end up with facial paralysis. >,<  It’s been years since then, her face is swelling and she’s in bad shape.  She’ll be on antibiotics for a week and then will be going for oral surgery, so hopefully things have changed enough that those last two wisdom teeth can be taken out with no problems. *HUGGLES her sister*

 

And....okay...I think I’m done.  *still shaking she finally drags out her breakfast and contemplates starting some work*

**Cousin’s name changed to protect privacy. *shrugs*

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I'm at the point where I really wish I could just pop my head off my shoulders and leave it somewhere until it's done, doing it's thing.  And I swear my nose is trying to kill me. >,<  On the up side, for as utterly miserable as I've been all week...I think the meds are working.  I'm definitely draining.  No...no I take that back...I'm not draining....I'm freaking /leaking/. *huffs*  One side of my nose is so clogged up that I can blow it and I can't sniff....so it's just.....leaking.... I can't tell you how many times I've stuffed tissue up my nose for a few minutes of relief from the almost constant drippage.

So I've been clogged up, pretty much sleepless, going through tissues like a garbage disposal goes through dumped left overs, and trying my damnedest not to cry 'cause that'll just make it worse.  My arm is sore from constantly reaching up and back over my head to where I've got the tissue box, and I'd swear the nose spary I've been using it trying to burn a hole in  the lining of my nostrils.  =_=;; 

And if that wasn't enough, I've developed a yeast infection. >,>...Yay for loads of major antibiotics screwing around with the body. 9,9;;  Took a treatment for that today that should take care of it rather quickly, so that shoul be fine....

Complaining aside, some of the "deeper" stuff is staring to come out after.....four days on meds...? Yeah...yeah, started the meds Tuesday morning.  I've taken 8 doses of both meds now and as of today I've got some....rather nasty stuff coming up from time to time.  It's not constant, but...some of the stuff that's been stuck up in my sinuses for WAY too long is finally coming out, so....progress....even if I am downright miserable. 9,9;;

Anyway...off to take more meds, and....well I would say "consider going to bed", but it's always worse when I lay down so I'm actually dreading going to bed. >,<;;


And for those of you who would like a possibly frightening and maybe humorous insight into my life....

Me: Nose: ........*Bubble! Leak!  Yayy!  Fun!!*
       Me: !!!!!!!!!!!! *trying desperately to get tissure before it drips*
       Nose: *Whee!! - drop a load on robe*
       Me: =_=;; Yeah....I hate you too.... *blows nose and threatens to stuff tissue up both nostrils if it does that again......* >,>....
Dragon: T~T
Me: And other than giving my nose a personality....that's /not/ an exaggeration. >,<  *has dried her robe*
Dragon: Didn't think it was......

Oh look.....and more...9,9;;

Me: *has gone through over half a box of tissues just since yesterday*
Dragon: ......................*isn't surprised* Is that /all/? 9,9
Me: No....that doesn't count the times I've used toilet paper or been in a different room to use tissue from other boxes...

And finally...>,o!!

Me: BLEH!!! *just had a massive glob of chunky yellowish stuff with bloody streaks decide to drop down from the back of my throat and come out my mouth* Eww....=~=;;.....at least it's all starting to come out?
Dragon: About fucking /TIME/ if you ask me............

And this has been a momentary look into the life of me. >,>....Sorry for TMI....*goes to get decongestants and sleep aids now...*


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....But just for today...

 

Today has been a day of malfunctions and interruptions, and this....is the last straw...  I’ve had doors taunt me and drawers mock me, I’ve had the copy machine cackle maniacally at me, and now I’ve been assaulted by a folder.

 

Door to the file room didn’t want to open.  It does this sometimes, and it /had/ to choose today.  I swipe by security card, the light turns green, I can hear the locks release...but the locks didn’t actually release.....so you’re left standing there tugging at a door handle that won’t turn and looking like the moron that’s trying to “pull” the “push” door.  Luckily anyone that uses the door knows it does this from time to time and are gracious enough to drop what they’re doing within the file room to come let the less fortunate through the door (since it opens /just/ /fine/ from the /other/ side).

 

My file drawers were having the same kind of malfunction today.  They’re the kind where if one is open the other won’t open.  So I need into the bottom drawer....but it just will NOT open.  I fight with it only to be mercilessly pwned by the metal drawers of doom.  I’m down on the floor, tugging and pulling, pushing and kicking.....finally did manage to get it open (if I opened the top drawer and pushed it closed at the same time that I was trying to pull the bottom open it’d finally open...just that easy and effortless....the prick.... *yes she just called a set of draws a prick....what?*) only to realize that the materials I was looking for....weren’t in the frarking drawers at all, but up on an open shelf.......Office Stuffs 2....Me 0.....

 

And our copy machine....just....don’t get me started on the copy machine.  It’s made of hobby out of jamming and has perfected the technique.  I think it enjoys making us poor saps try to figure out to pry a crumpled and shredded piece of paper out of nearly inaccessible nooks and crannies of its mechanical build...

 

And now...I’ve a paper cut and splinter along the bend of my left little finger.  You read that right....I’ve got a PAPER SPLINTER!!  FTW!?!?!  I’ve a piece of a manila envelope in a paper cut in my finger...HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE!??!?!?!?  *huffs....*

 

So....as I said.....I quit......for today anyway.....

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